its contagious!

well, sumthin is up.
and yes, i just feel that its really a testing time for me.
just wanna thank you all for realy being there for me, even as i spoke to some of you.

yes, sumthing big came up, and think i wont talk bout it much here, until i tell mum bout it first.
hahah, yes, at this moment, several ppl knws already, just wanna thank all of you ya!
so...diam diam dulu kayy??

enewei, haha, just keep you guys on the hook first.

was just checking on eunice's blog, and found this weird link at:
http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slang
and this is what my name means..well according to thier freaky defination:

bernard
adj. to be in a (sexual) relationship with someone.
"Is it true that Kelly and Jackie are bernard?"

...jsut SO WRONG!!
hahaha

and did this: kinda fun!
got it from eunice's blog, who apparently got it from somebody else...enwei
Write down 20 names that pop into your mind:
[1] Belinda
[2] Jennifer
[3] Carole
[4] BJ
[5] John Cham
[6] Sam Cham
[7] Hong Yi
[8] James
[9] Cissie
[10] Martin
[11] Joni
[12] Gavin
[13] Pao Lin
[14] Chui Lin
[15] Inessa (i also dunno why)
[16] Vanny
[17] Ah Jut
[18] Desmond
[19] Zi chen
[20] Dickson

(those name came up in around 30 sec!!)
okay here goes:

A.Who is #8 going out with?
going out with Cissie

B.Is #9 a boy or a girl?
a gurl

C.Would #11 and #2 will make a cute couple?
nope.haha, but theyr'e both ...erm..cute..but..NOPE!

D.How about #18 and #4?
erm..no, they're very MALE! (haha u reading this bj? haha )

E.What grade is #7 in?
think shes doing her 2nd year in university in melbourne

F.When was the last time you talked to #12?
last friday night


G.What is #6's favorite band?
whow...never knew he was into band...erm...maybe erm... Backstreet boys? ..they're a BAND RITE?? hahah !dunno larrr!!

H.Does #1 have any siblings?
Yes. An older brother, heard that he was this hunk! *hahah*

I.Would you ever date #3?
well, yeah! haha, but not at the moment! haha (told ya im honest!)

J.Would you ever date #17?
oh, we are doing dat already! hahaha,NOLARR. hes a dude!

K.Is #16 single?
hahaha, sorry vanny.! technically YES!

L.What's #15's last name?
hahah, its Inessa Ngu De may!

M.What's #5's middle name?
he doesnt have a middle name. Its John Cham Chi Vui ! thats' Full!

N.What's #10's fantasy?
revolutionalize the youth today! making that differencE!

O.Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?
Nope. I knw her too well!

P.What school does #20 go to?
doesnt go to one anymore.

Q.Tell me a random fact about #11?
shes ALL on for GOD!

R.And #1?
shes is having difficulty dealing with mum! praying for you gurl!

S.And #3?
she wants a kid like me! hahaha! AND IM DAMN PROUD OF IT!

T.And #2?
she makes me laugh**

U. Have you ever had a crush on #16?
no Vanny. no crush.

V. Where does #9 live?
kelana putri apartment!

W. What's #4's favorite color?
i think the latest is PINK! hahah

X. Would you makeout with #3?
shes taken. so thats a no

Y. Wat bout #2?
i thought you will never ask! hahah

Z. wat bout #1?
NO!!! SHES MY SISTER DANG!!

Y. Are no.#5 and #6 best friends?
THEYRE good! they're brothers!!

a. Does #10 have any pets?
poor pet! haha, no! (maybe none anymore!!haha)

b. Is #12 older than you?
yeap, by a year i think

c. Give #13 a hug?
not yet. but haha, duuno larr, i think no gua..

d. Is #15 the sexiest person alive?
hahah.. Inessa...well, ...no?~ sorry gurl, but im sure you are in some areas.

e. Is #14 weird?
Nope. shes the best sister ive met!

f. Have you seen #7 naked?
HOLY ..... nope. sorry yi! (i didnt set the question)

g. What's #3's favorite food?
dunno. the last meal we had together, she said she liked the DOME's pie!
*guud memory*

h. Would #9 kiss #17?
no! hahah

i. Who would u choose, #11 or #13?
id choose 11. coz Pao Lin sometimes remind me of myself. (DUNT ASK)

j. What car is #18 driving?
a nissan. superold car..but hes damn proud of it.

k. Does #10 have a bf/gf?
nope. Not yet.

l. Will u ever fight with #5?
nope. but it really depends on wat he do larr. i might?~~

m. Would u go for a vacation with #16?
oh yes, really fun gurl to be with.

n. Who would u like to be sleeping naked with the next day u wake up hungover, #8 or #12?
ha? noth guys!! ...i think James larr

o. Have u seen #2 drunk b4?
Nope.

p. What brand of cellphone is #14 using?
Nokia. i think

q. If #2 and #17 fell into the water, who would u rescue 1st?
id say #2. coz i knw #17 can swim pretty well. Not sure bout #2. Dunt worry, i can SwIM!! hahah, imagine i said all that and i couldnt swim! haha

r. If u are to choose someone that u can dump into the sea.. who would u choose?
erm...id dump #5 , John Cham, coz he can swim the best amongst all of them.

s. When will #5 get married?
when he is ready!
haha

t. Who will win the fight, between #11 and #19?
id say 19!

that was fun!